carolinexcannible

ok i know nobody reads these but gather round kids i got a story.  Okay I have these shoes, that are now really really old and the black has faded into a stained dark gray, and they each have one big skull on the front with a crown and a few rein-stones. The corners are frayed and they plastic that used to be stiff is not breaking a part a little, and theres plenty of holes, but i love these shoes. And my friends think they're gross and my mom wishes i would wear the newer shoes i have. And my grandma was telling me she wants to get me some expensive necklace as a memento for my 16th birthday and my years as a teenager, and i thought about it

I never really do journals on here but nobody reads mine anyway so whatever, but i find myself at a bit of a my taste in evolving issue.  I've always been a bit of a punk but now i find myself getting bored of the gothic lolita, punk, frills and black cotton thing.  I find i'm looking more toward indie hipster type stuff which is all well and good (especially because i have clothes like this because thats what my family wishes i would wear)but i really feel like i'm missing a whole part of myself, which hearing myself say that just makes me think i'm being a whiny brat but i feel like a whole part of my life is fading off, i'm calming down, i

so for now we are young so lets lay in the sun and count all the beautiful things we can see but don't dare envy me even the blind can see you dont need youth to see beauty